Why?

Why me? Why not me? When we are sick, we ask why. When we are healthy we do not ask. We ask because we are trying to grasp the incomprehensible. We have to make sense of the suffering. Somebody or something is to blame. We have to know. If we knew, maybe we could do something about it. If we knew, this would all make sense. But we don’t know and it doesn’t make sense. I can use my energy to ask why or I can choose another reaction. I have that choice. I choose to manage my disease today.